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Cosmos Dress

Hey finally I got an idea to use @themelonlad space tutorial!! Thk u my dude!!!

Gotta say it space rocks ~

Aherm, anyway... For others SAI users like me, unable to create a proper particle brush : use freckles brush!!! (I found 2 on internet a long time ago, you can DM for specific if ya want.)


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He breaks.

And he breaks.

He breaks again and again and again.

But it’s fine.

He put himself together back again and again and again.

He’s used to it.

The pain is fine. He’s used to it.

It’s the loneliness that’s harder to shake.

He wait for a laugh to answer him.

It never comes.

For a sigh, a murmur, anything really, in a voice long gone.

It never comes.

In the dark of the night, when the thoughts get too loud, he can pretend that the creaking of the wood, the groaning of the brick, the whistling of the wind, are another person’s voice.

But when morning comes, the illusion shatter. And he’s alone.

Sometimes, he think of searching for comfort in another person’s arms.

(He dreams.

He dreams of raven hair, of stormy eyes. Of feathers caressing his cheeks, creating a barrier between the cold, cruel world and himself.

He dreams of sun-kissed smiles and wild, untamed curls. Of a sword, unwavering, not attacking him, not this time, but protecting him.

He dreams.

Oh, how he dreams.)

He never does. But guilt is another old-time friend of his, anyway.

It’s fine.

He’s used to it.

So he breaks.

And he keeps going.


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He feels warm.

Warmth.

That’s what surprise him, really. Warmth.

He’s not sure why he’s even surprised.

It’s not new. In fact, it’s been happening more often.

The warmth. The smiles. Feeling like he belong.

He’s gone out and carved himself a place along the others.

Made a little rag-tag family of these persons.

At first, he doubted it. Doubted them.

Wouldn’t they leave him?

Wouldn’t they throw him away when they realized just how useless he was?

Just like his father and his siblings and his friends and-

Just like before?

They didn’t. They helped.

Trust can be so hard to give. So easy to lose. So scary to lend.

But oh, oh, does it feels good to trust.

A little girl waiting to be picked up. A moody youth cursing him yet oddly protective.

Warm food, warm hug.

A warm, mother-like smile.

Friends.

Some new.

Some not.

Little smirks, little touches, little warmth shared between three more-or-less lost souls.

He’s glad he kept going.

Because he found people ready to help him glue himself back together.

The jagged edge of his mind, the pain, the guilt, the feeling of mourning, they’ve softened over time.

Were rounded into small pebbles by the gentle waves of concern and love.

He’s been broken before.

That’s fine.

He won’t be anymore.

Not as long as he’s among that little family of his.

He’s warm.


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Did this sooooo long ago but completely forgot to post it


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Day 4 : Knight/Armor

Aaand as I said, slight change of style for the next Outfit August piece !

I originally wanted to do an horny damaged armor art piece as fanservice for my fe-obsessed friends

But it turned out more angsty

Like everything I draw


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Child of the Moon

That was fun to make : it was for a text made by my uni writing club, with the same title. I loved the description of the places they visited, and tried to include them all!


Today was a good day!

I'm p. sure I fixed my parents' blender (though I left some screws with them, so I can't be sure until next month) and I finished one page of LLLC.


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Medusa

This is a little old, but still one of my favorite pieces I did while in school...


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@jasvinfellover commented: I do enjoy my subtle foreshadowing, though it'd be easier to pick up on if I made the thing it's referring to more readily available. Oh well, one day I'll reveal how she lost her eye on here. Just a matter of waiting till my dumbass figures a way to do it that isn't just "hey this what happened". And RIP your phone

Damn I kinda got you about the whole subtle foreshadowing thingy. I've dropped one hint about Louis' past in chapter 6 that even my long time friends and beta readers didn't catch 'til I told them. But I know it's there, so I'm just sitting and smirking like a villain while thinking about it. And I'm gonna do another one in chapter 7, for something that won't happen until, like, chapter 42 or whatever.

Yeah RIP my phone, the only reason I haven't changed it already is that it's barely 4 years old,and since my previous one lasted me eight years (but it was an old flip phone) and I love to contradict my mom just to be annoying I won't change it until it pretty much explode or smth. Fuck capitalism and fuck planned obsolescence


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Oooooh, chapter 6 you say? A hint that not many people caught you say? Well, now I'm curious if I did or not.


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#a certain lovely boy does seem to know the castle's layout #and of course he stole back a ring that just so happens to have his last name engraved on the band #or it could be something else

Well... these are not wrong, per se, they are part of the foreshadowing, though the more obvious one...

But there's also a tiny tiny little bit of detail colored in the flashback that, once compared to another small detail from the flashback of chapter 4, and the dream in chapter 5, and the dialogue in chapter 6, paint a more precise detail of what happened to him...

But, honestly, it's no wonder no one would think of that as foreshadowing considering the amount of logical jumps needed to get a conclusion out of it ^^'


@jasvinfellover commented: I do enjoy my subtle foreshadowing, though it'd be easier to pick up on if I made the thing it's referring to more readily available. Oh well, one day I'll reveal how she lost her eye on here. Just a matter of waiting till my dumbass figures a way to do it that isn't just "hey this what happened". And RIP your phone

Damn I kinda got you about the whole subtle foreshadowing thingy. I've dropped one hint about Louis' past in chapter 6 that even my long time friends and beta readers didn't catch 'til I told them. But I know it's there, so I'm just sitting and smirking like a villain while thinking about it. And I'm gonna do another one in chapter 7, for something that won't happen until, like, chapter 42 or whatever.

Yeah RIP my phone, the only reason I haven't changed it already is that it's barely 4 years old,and since my previous one lasted me eight years (but it was an old flip phone) and I love to contradict my mom just to be annoying I won't change it until it pretty much explode or smth. Fuck capitalism and fuck planned obsolescence


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Jasvin level 40 dialogue

"Say Kiran, if you had to kill someone in order to save the life of a loved one, would you do it? …I suppose it isn’t very fair of me to just ask that kind of question out of nowhere, huh?... You know, when I originally got here I offered to do your killing for you in a... professional sense. You summoned me here, it was only natural that I offered you my services. I was originally fine with leaving things at that, merely taking orders from you, as I wasn't exactly pleased with being pulled from my world, but now... Now I'd like to consider you a friend, and if someone ever threatens you I will not hesitate to end them."


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Another lineless commission!! What a cutie uwu


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vivian trash talking

i deleted the original post and reuploaded since art posts are a little different now


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Old gift art for Neko <3 I'm so glad seeing how far sh'es come


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Sketches

Some traditional sketches I did to play around.

Im not entirely sure if I'm uploading this right?
I'd say maybe the images are too big hhhhh

NOT SURE!! SORRY IF SO ♥


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